Archive for January, 2006

What’s in a name

You know, I’ve just given my first name a bit of thought. When I was 10, and the little Mermaid came out, I hated it for a couple of years. I was teased so much. I changed the spelling to Arielle, and that really didn’t help at all. It did spawn my nickname–Elle, which most say Ellie. When I think it in my head though it is simply El. 13 years later I’ve more or less come to grips with my name. I’m okay with it. This isn’t to say I don’t want my name to be different sometimes, its just I am more okay with who I am than I was when I was 14. My middle name continues to give me trouble. Its a very old fashioned name I really don’t care for. Its Louise. It sounds like an emphysemic coughing to me. My mom wanted to name me Ariel Christine, which would have been lovely. And just think of all the alternatives I could have derived from Christine. But alas, it was not to be. My older sister having been named for my Mom’s mom, My father insisted I be named for his mother. I like the name Vivian. Its nice. It doesn’t sound good with Ariel, even in the slightest, so I ended up with the Louise. When I get my divorce, I will keep my current last name, with my maiden name as my middle, just to get rid of the Louise.

But now, in the last 2 months, I’ve met 2 others with my name. One girl, a cashier at Walmart, spelled her name Arriielle. At least, that’s pretty close to how the name tag looked. I think she had at least double the letters, so I may have left a few vowels out. The other I met was the daughter of a 16 year old. The baby was very cute, but I could tell what the 16 year old had grown up watching.

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In which the girl is very happy

I have my computer back. I’m downloading all the important files, and mourning the files that were lost forever. I’m almost euphoric. I could have hugged my computer carrying it out of my dad’s house. I did hug my dad. Aside from the inconvenience of having to reinstall a bunch of programs I used on a daily basis, all is well, and the computer is pristine. Oh happy day!

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The sot has spoken

I’m at my mom’s house. Dinner has been served, a fine time has been had by all. I’ve been running all day, and haven’t even had a chance to call Kate. My niece was asleep in my arms, and I’m typing and watching the Princess Bride. I will go home in a minute to my cold, dark computerless house. I’ve decided to console myself with a couple of really good movies. I’ve decided to start off with Ladyhawke, and then move on to either What Dreams May Come, or Bicentennial Man. Both designed to make me cry my eyes out, in a good way. Did I mention I’m eating Mint Chocolate Chip Icecream, out of the carton? I am. Shameless, I know. But there isn’t enough left dirty a dish. Belle is sitting on my Mom’s lap, next to her cousin who is now sleeping in Grandma’s arms. She is attempting to wake her up. “No Belle, don’t lift up her eyelids.” Poor child. Belle will fall asleep in 3 minutes, once we are in the car. I am almost sick at the idea of no computer. What on earth am I to do at 2 in the morning? Or 4? Well, Mom just said she would give me a sleeping pill, Maybe I will take it… The thought of 6 hours of sleep is very tempting. Well friends, goodbye until tomorrow. I’m sure I’ll be over at Grandma’s bright and early.

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In which the girl gets very pissed off.

Numerous conversations in my house have revolved around the downloading of illegal music. I don’t like it, its stupid and it’s illegal, for petes sake. Well, this morning, J took it in his head to download a new song. He got the song, all right. He also got a virus, which froze the computer. When he tried to restart the computer, he got a blue screen that said the boot partitions could not be found. So I am pissed. My computer is at the Dr.’s right now, aka Dad’s house. He says the hard drive may be gone. I liked that computer! I’ll have one in a few days, but for now, I’ll be forced to creep round to other’s houses to read my mail and blog like the addict I am.

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Awake at 4 in the morning

The problem with being awake this early is that I get hungry, and were I to start messing around in the kitchen, I’d be sure to wake everyone up, and then I wouldn’t have time to myself. It’s a precious commodity, and something which will shortly be even rarer.
I guess being hungry for a couple of hours is a small price to pay for the time to think with no one else’s thoughts interrupting…

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Midnight in the garden of good and evil…

Which I have heard was a good book, and a good movie. But I just wanted to use the title, because it was lovely and it jumped into my head. I’m sitting here, like I do many an evening as of late, wondering and feeling. Nothing in particular.
I’m listening to some wonderful music, and thinking some wonderful thoughts. Very serious thoughts, but lovely none the less. I wish I could say I have big plans for my weekend. I don’t. I’m going to shampoo my grandma’s carpet. Not looking forward to that. Going to see my Aunties, which is a good thing. I’m doing laundry….Windows media player kept telling me to update..So I did. I took a bunch of pictures of myself, and I like about 5 of them, but I was wearing my pj’s, showing too much for public exposure, so I’ll have to try again. I take all the pictures around here. J. Just has never cared about that. I have tons of baby pictures of Belle and J, and just of Belle, but hardly any of Belle and I. I’d like to get some taken, because she looks so much like me. I call her mini me, sometimes.
Speaking of the darling, I bought her a new toothbrush. I’d read that the electric ones are really good for kids, because the timers tell them how long they should brush. She is absolutely terrified of it. Wouldn’t even hold it. It even has Dora the explorer on the handle. She wouldn’t’ let go of it in the store this morning, and now she looks at it like its possessed. When I turned it on she gave me an accusing stare, like I was drying to harm her. I felt terrible. I can only hope she comes around.

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Fact

It is extremely hard to do sit-ups with a 30 lb child lying on your head.

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Another ramble

I had something to say.
I’m going to remember it.
Any second now.
I just got my oil changed in my car. That wasn’t what I was going to say.
It had been 3,500 miles. I need to pay more attention.
I’m finally drinking my breakfast, and its time to start lunch for Belle.
She was a monster in Walmart.
I bought a new toothbrush. I love new toothbrushes.
I love new shoes, too.
I want some sexy black ones, with high heels. So I can fall down steps like I did on Wednesday. Wearing heels on too little sleep is asking for trouble.
I’ve been contemplating going to the doctor for sleep meds.
I think I just need to get my life settled.
In a minute I’ll call Kate. We’ll contemplate mischief of one kind, or another.
Anyone who wants to get into mischief with me, raise your hand. We’ll go cow tipping.
Well, maybe not. I’m not overly fond of cows.
I don’t even know how to get into mischief. Remnants of a mispent youth, I suppose.
Someone needs to teach me how to get into trouble. Legal, safe trouble. That I won’t regret.
Any suggestions?
My brilliant thought still hasn’t come back. I guess I’m done.

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Its Thursday night, which isn’t as good as Friday night, but not as bad as Sunday night. I’ve just taken a bath, my feet are warm, which is unusual and won’t last.
There is a show on the discovery channel right now about snakes. I love snakes. I love lizards. But snakes are better.
I’m looking for chocolate. I’m even out of chocolate chips. This is distressing. If I’m out of chocolate chips I wonder what else I’m out of. Except patience. I know for a fact I’m out of that. And sleep. I definitely need more.
And have I mentioned how bummed I am that I have missed ALL 3 new episodes of Mythbusters? The one show I love to watch, the one I adore above all others, and I miss it. 3 weeks in a row. No cute Jaime and Adam….Sigh. Well, I also watch Good Eats on Food TV, but that’s on everynight, so I can make a viewing a couple of times a week.
Wondering if I want chocolate enough to go to the store right now. I’d have to change out of my pj’s, or cause a scandal.
On second thought, scandal could be fun…

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Something I was wondering about…

Some old stories about mermaids claim that they would lure sailors to their deaths by enticing them to well- you know! What I don’t understand is how this would work. I mean isn’t she half fish? How is that biologically possible?

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