We went camping.
I took pictures.
I am exhausted!

I just have to say something here:
Chewing tobacco is GROSS.
The only thing grosser than chewing tobacco is Meth and meth users.
I’d sooner date someone who shoots heroin with dirty needles than someone who chews tobacco.
Thats how nasty it is.
I don’t have to worry- Brian does NONE of those things.
I just was outside our office and someone walked by with a bulging cheek and then SPAT! And then I threw up a little in my mouth. Cause that is just NASTY.

It just occurred to me that perhaps having a myspace and facebook profiles- even boring ones like the ones I had- might not look so good in court. Even set to private they made me nervous. So I deleted them this morning! I haven’t used them much anyway, so I can hardly think I’ll miss them. I really hated parts of facebook. I may get new ones later after all of this is cleared up…

Receptionists for Attorney’s offices have very sweet voices. You must need to have a sweet voice to defuse difficult situations? We have a couple of law firms as clients and I’ve never talked to anyone sweeter on the phone.

I now have 2 appointment’s with 2 separate lawyers. One for tomorrow, and one for next Tuesday. Both came highly recommended. We’ll see who fits best. I hadn’t thought in my mind that I’d get a woman but both are female and I like that.

Who is taking me to court. Which I told him to do.
Well, he’s doing it.
And that means I think I have to Lawyer up.
And frankly? I’m not sure where the money will come from but I have to do it.
He wants to pay less in child support and to pay none of daycare- he wants her over nights and to rotate every two weeks in the summer.
And I’m going to fight him tooth and nails.
I’ve cried, and I’m done crying now – now I’m cold and resolute. He’ll have my answer Wednesday at the latest, I’ll not wait on a lawyer.

Dedicated to my dad!  I'm such a sweet daughter….NOT.
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And I'll say it again:
This parenting gig is tough.
Worth it, but tough.